水中月色迷濛綿
柔和旋律奏催眠
今夜相思到失眠
只想擁著妳入眠

討厭的晚上
寧靜的溫柔
讓思不小心又失眠了
呵呵 我明天還要上班啊
所以不能掰太多
今天抽空到幾個好友ㄉ窩
全部吃了閉門羹 =.=
嘆～ 時差作祟
還是單純沒緣
我也不知道
也懶得去想 >.<

長髮風吹亂
煩惱亦不斷
相思鍵盤填
孤單沒人憐
疲憊輕閉眼
夢鄉在眼前～

睡著的思～
(sleep typing 猛吧)
(照片是我家旁邊的森林步道 不過現在葉子已經掉光了)

This is my first production
with my own expectation
I hope i make through the survivation
I don't need your salvation
I will make my own reputation
For that I count on my creation
ya~
I am mix bread of new generation
Born in Asian, raised in western
educated in west coast, living in east
english was ESL
everything learn from DSL
I am a Canadian
with blood rush thru with AZN PRIDE
I don't qualify as CBC
I can only be half banana
Yellow outside White Inside
with heart stayed asianlized
I don't need bias relationship
sick of discrimination
hate and love goes down with passion
racism was the sole obession
but in my house, bro has no color
this is my world of succession
Ace is me without any ojection
i live this world my style
i paid my own rent to breath
only accept peace and love
for people that mess with my family and bro
i will teach u regret is spelled with 2 R
Respect and Respect motherfucka
i live up north, all shits go down south
don't worry if you dun perform
cuz i have no expection from u
i become Canadian just to laugh at u
u guys like to wear bling bling
but then all got bang bang
oh what did u said, nvm u already dead
in my home town
we get a brainless president
he doesn't care about the resident
all he wants is his fuck'n tridents
he thought he is a king
but he got it by fake bullet wounds
lost all respect
and paper is all he wants
president chen, shame on u
c for cheater, h needs honor
cheater without honor
world is corrupted with politic
what can we do, what can we do?
you know what, i don't give a fuck
is not my duty for world peace
but i still like peace
i don't like gun
i only chew bubble gum
and yet, u can't judge me
i am who i am
i will always be who i am
no one can redirect
nothing will distract
and don't be discourage
cuz i won't give u any discount friendship
u get to earn it yo~
in my world, there is only 2 rules
u listen to what i speak
and respect all my bros
u only speak when i let u to
this is my own corner
with my own flag
i mite have thousand concerns
but fuck you over ain't one
poeple want to be star
i just want to express myself
i can't sing, i can't rap
but i can still write something u can not
in my life, i am the only director
in this soundtrack
there is no director
i am actor plus everything else
i sing my own tone
i make my own pitch
feeling my own beat
dance in my own rhythm
floating in my own vibe
Do I need to say more?
Things wont' change
dont' need to cry
cuz i ain't sparing any tissue paper!
Time goes so fast
world changed phases
nothing can go wrong
becuz everything is not right
what happened to love
every time i turn around i see hate
oh why oh why
romance become distraction
all she wants is transaction
money is what is in her brain of mal-function
love come with price and dollar is the calculation
where is the love
what happened to value
we walk in parallel
try not to be paradized
I am Sick of fantasized
just tired of reality
Things won't change
the world and me

All I want to say is
I am who I am with love and peace in me

peace out all the wannables~

I dunno how to sing
i dun wanna to rap
數來寶也不會
樂器只懂小提琴
音樂直達白痴
不過我還是要說
with my typewriter
speak out my words
speak out what's been hidden underneath
get out what's been down there for 23 yrs
a heart bursting with love and hate
a world full of you and rest
世界不再是彩色
人生淡淡的失色
黑白彩虹沒顏色
情感框內不上色
回首過去曾灰色
如今因妳全變色
低頭看著打字機
為什麼會有淚水
打著我們的過去
眼淚偷偷的棄守
我還是要跟妳說
調整心情繼續打
titatitadi 打不出我的心情
datitadida 寫不出我要說的
something just not right
i can sense in my heart
ur eyes had betraited u
ur heart has broke mine
but i still have to let u know
人生何苦短
放不下的還是放不下
心碎了為什麼我還會再愛
假如人生只能愛一次
我們會不會是對方的唯一
i am not tall, but love won't fall
i am no handsome, but love can be troublesome
i dunno how to say, but love has its way
find me with surprise
taught me what's love at first sight
搖頭微笑 想甩掉過去的甜蜜
低頭苦笑 鹹鹹滋味難以忘懷
抬頭傻笑 不知何時忽然夢醒
好多好多 放不掉
哪時思念可以像無線的風箏
自由在這個國土飛翔
i drag my soul through dirt
wear ur name on my shirt
in love there is no rules
to love you act cruel
愛情國度裡一切盲目
愛你受傷後全部麻木
我無法自拔深陷愛泥
你卻手插冷眼我深陷
角色扮演我願當男傭
妳卻需要王子的公主
lifes cross same intersection
you disappear, i lost myself
but still i want to say
i need to let you know
話在口中 卻不知道怎麼發聲
愛在心中 卻無法轉換成文字
不過我還是要對妳說
說聲謝謝
謝謝你讓我愛妳
believe in next time we met
i will be ready for you
just want to say thank you
for letting me love you
讓我嚐到第一次在愛情軌道撞車
從此後人生再也不是走在平行線
謝謝從此代替我愛妳
這是我想要對妳說的

我心最後一塊淨土
也被你攻佔了
插上你名字後的心
沒有一刻安靜過
原以為已經說服了自己
才發現原來是笑話
為你寫的詩
不敢讓你看
想為你付出
卻又不敢伸手
何時我變得那麼懦弱
是過去壓著我不敢看未來
還是友情兩個字太沈重
不想跟你表白
因為我不想失去
愛情賭局裡
你作莊
我卻不敢把我最後的籌碼推出
我不怕輸
我怕贏了卻不能給你你要的
從看到你第一眼
愛情種子已經種下
我沒發覺
但旁人都看到
直到今天 我為你心痛時
我才發現 愛情種子發芽了
後悔當初沒對你坦白
如今又卡在進退兩難中
友情不舍 我欲回頭
愛情呼喚 要我向前
天空飄的雪
是為我們祝福 還是為我哭泣
寒冷的冬天
註定我要一人孤獨嗎
幾年前 我們是陌生人
幾年後 我們會是熟悉的陌生人嗎？
情寫在詩裡 愛刻在心裡
主動權在我 決定權在你
這場賭局
兩個結局
贏了 是賭神
輸了 做回愛情乞丐

待續～